It's suffocating to read the news about Indonesia these days. Thousands of refugees are living day by day not knowing what their future would become. It's suffocating to read the news about the stupidity of certain important people in the Indonesian government. It's suffocating to read the news about horrific traffic jams in Jakarta every single day. It's suffocating..
It's suffocating because in the amidst of all that, I still want to come home. I still want to come home and see my family, my friends and my dog who is right now fighting cancer. I still want to come home to whatever left of my beautiful Indonesia. I'm homesick like hell.